wort/h--waiting_for affinitie

lurve quotes.cum.dn angel's phrase.

2005-04-02T03:29:00.000-08:00

lurve quotes.--

In the arithmetic of love, one plus one equals everything, and two minus one equals nothing.
All love that has not friendship for its base,is like a mansion built upon the sand.
Love is the history of a woman's life; it is an episode in man's.
Love does not consist in gazing at each other but in looking together in the same direction.
To laugh often and love much... to appreciate beauty, to find the best in others, to give one's self... this is to have succeeded.
Love is always bestowed as a gift -- freely, willingly, and without expectation.... We don't love to be loved; we love to love.
We find rest in those we love, and we provide a resting place in ourselves for those who love us.
There is no instinct like that of the heart.
We can only learn to love by loving.

d.n. angel.--

sometimes things are right under your nose....now i realise.
you cant try to replace the person you like with somebody esle.
the person you might live with in the future might be underneath this sky now.
hearts move...when it does, the one you feel seriously about is everthing. your feelings are the most impt. thing.

2005-03-29T05:59:00.000-08:00

ya told mi to close my eyes n imagine.
a faraway place tat cant be seen.
you sae tat earth is a paradise.
and i need to use my heart to tour ard it.

wat a sweet thingy to sae.=))woah!

yes, ya light up my life.
tats why i hope our hearts will alwaes weigh the same.
how it feels to have dream & memories with wings.
and let our love fly alwaes.

oh, ya light up my life.
i wanna share with ya my dream.
is this a beginning or a fantasy.
future is still ahead to see, isnt it so?

alwaes i wanted to tell ya.

2005-03-29T05:43:00.000-08:00

it's fate tat brot us back to meet again.
you were the one hu made mi believe wat's forever.
even though it does exist.

ya were there fer mi.
no matter wat i was going through.
made me believe that i can do almost anything.
stood rite by mi, through the tears n everything.

ya promise tat u will alwaes be the cloud.
shielding[?] mi.
never let there be a doubt in my mind.
cuz there will only you.

LURVE YA!!.dumb-ed

break-dwn.[emotional mi.]]

2005-03-29T03:44:00.001-08:00

oki.
went sch alone early in the morning.
fer phy.
I REALLY REALLY REALLY try my very very best le.
y cant ppl juz trust mi fer once.
i now im stupid.
but dun i have the right to teach?.
n its very VERY rude to look dwn on ppl.
knock out.?
tell mi if i m!
shooting mi is not gonna help!.
and when im asking ya all,.
u sae ya understand.
BUT!ya told cher i like toking crap?.
first time in my life i try to study juz to make sure i let ya all understand.
but SO?!.
YA DUN APPRECIATE.
tat is really very hurting.
if ya so good try teaching den.
im willing to sit dwn n listen.
ask ya all qns ya dun ans.
ask ya all understand no respond.
WAT DO U SUPPOSE MI TO DO!.
read yaa MIND???!.
if im wrong.
pls forgive mi.
PLZ plz plz..
tell mi wat to do den!.
and those eyes.
it really make mi breakdwn.
and ppl ard dun have to add oil to it.
im stupid.
but im not tat stupid dat i dun even noe wat ya mean!.
its really very rude.
im sorry but i really have to sae this.
i noe ya all are smart.
but those eyes are really looking dwn at mi real hard.
after phy lesson.
went out of class sat on the floor.
break-dwn....
cried.
really cant tahan.
even susanti was shock tat i cried.
long time le...
this show how much ya all did.
im really really sorry.
wat muz i do to make ya all understand?.
wanted to change group...
but...
tat will cause more ppl to look dwn on mi.
am i really tat stupid n silly for ya all ALL!to look dwn on me?.
so so sorry..
i'll try again.....
after recess after all those thingy.
realise crying over it make mi even dumb-er.
dun wan them to look dwn on mi even more.
gotta be strong eh?=))
hmm.
tried to do my add math.
still oki oki.
lol.
todae ting sei!.
GOT 26/30!
ahahhaha.
=ppp
lunch.....
saw his face....
ahahhahhha.
after sch.
dance dance dance.
todae tmd de.
never do stretching.
butt cramp.
after dance walking up the stairs.
sprain my mack muscle.
ahahahahah.
old le!!!
play badminton awhile.
miss-ed ya!.
went home.
took ching-si dads car again=pp
thz sos SO! muchi!
WENT BUY BUBBLE tea wib kai.
tok to her.
really miss it.
went home.
bath-ed.
when bathing.was thinking bout my phy.
water came out from mi eyes.
really sorry.
ate...
now here...

ai ni ai ni.
yong yuan ai ni.
wo jiu ai jiu shi ni.
wo men yao ju xu xia chui.
yong yuan bu yao fen li.
ying wei wo men yong you fei ren ban de mo qi.
qing ni yi ding yao hao hao hou xia chui.

wat A DAE!

2005-03-27T05:21:00.000-08:00

ermm.
forgot wat happen.
went mac to study wib kai ling amos.
actually never touch anythingy.
ate alot!.
fat le.
jasmen cum.
lolx.
tok tok tok.
and tok tok tok.
hilarious!!!!.
saw ling face laugh till red.
video cam wib jas K700!!!.
fliming the eye 10.
lolx.
went home.
nth much to write.

u wan mi to close my eye n imagine.
a place faraway tat cant be seen.
u say tat earth is a fairytale.
i have to use my heart n look into.

-->hearts floating..

c.

2005-03-26T05:04:00.000-08:00

fautless.
perfect.
pulchritudinous .
lovesome.

this is wat ppl look fer.but none of this is true.if one is fautless,pimple cream will not exist.if everyone is perfect, there wont be anyone who will be corrected;meaning-less life.if thou is pulchritudinous, plastic surgery will be close down.lovesome.....no one will be alone.

obstacles-

but one for thou who ya rib belongs to or belong to ya.everything will be true.everything ends juz like a fairy tale....

rubbish

2005-03-26T04:48:00.000-08:00

i was once dumb.
totally.
but now.
im one who think.

this had made mi realise ya not worth it.
juz waiting in vain.
every thing about ya are SO impratical,
afflicting;tear-jerking .

but tat was the past.
actuality is clear.
reality im now facing.
ya juz disappointing....

tots n feeling--

2005-03-26T02:31:00.000-08:00

dun wan to have any memories.
not even tots and feelings.
gruesome reflections appear once u do
if u think this way too.
anymore solutions are juz fer humours.

we once have a date.
but why did you fergot to bring ya heart along.
instead you brot an ending w/o mi.
all tat daes which past, wat does it prove?

fan xing ah!

2005-03-26T01:48:00.000-08:00

woke up at 7?.730?
ermm.
first thingy tat i remember when i woke up was ya.
lolx.
meet kai.
went fer dance.
wow todae dance is most intensive le bah.
contact lenses making mi spin more den i shld.
chingsi lens also annoying her.
lolx.
wake up tat idiot.
lost lotsa skin seh.protein!!!
hmm.
some times bossy-nesnt is VERY irritating=)
knee very tmd.
mdm ask fer our ending speech.
mi first time never STAMMER so much!
MUAHAHHAHA!
cycle to gr wib kai.
meet with amosi.
tok tok under the block.
blah blah blah.
cycle home.
ate.
bath.
first time watch tv wib my dad den got tok so much.
really very happy.[truly]
now here....

in the end.
i finally learn how to lurve.
but.
the one has alr disappear in the ocean.
finally.
tears had made mi understand,
once its lost its never gonna be back.

season of lurve....

my vow.

juz finish revising sum physics stuff...really need to buck up le.'o's are cuming mi still like lan lan..after sum "fan xing-ing"..juz wanna concentrate alot on studies!.cant afford to flunk 'o'..and syf cuming le wor.aiming fer a gold of honour.aim high strive high eh?isnt it?hehe.now isnt a time to focuz on other thingy le.SO FROM NOW ON!..mi TAY SHI HUI will study hard!

2005-03-23T06:33:00.000-08:00

woke up at 645.
so fed up when woke up!.
bed was so comfy.
felt smth holding me dwn.
but sumone woke me UP!.
appeared in my dream.
blah blah blah.
was gonna be late.
so ask junie fer help.
took her dad's car to sch.
but in the end still late!.
ahahhahahx
third time.
but hu cares!
=pp
had classes.
poa.
p.e;skipp-ed it.=p
recess!!.
muahhahha!!so happy lo!=pp
emath-knock out!ding ding ding!.
eng.fergot wat happen.
chi?.ting xei.can pass anot!![a2]
chem.lolx tat suhaimi really funni lo.like so shy when almost half class girls keep saying his name.lolx.
after sch.
went fer detention.
dun like guys who- hu len hu re!.
lolx.
stayed there.
so freaking hot.
fell aslp.
idiotic.
went fer dance.
so fan.
lolx.
entertained by tat swinging head monkey.
rain-ed.wat tough luck.
fergot wat happen le.
ermm.
went home wib kai hoon n amossi!
hoon told mi smth.
almost fainted.=pp
went kai's hse.
she pour-ed words on mi.
lolx.
drown-ed.
went home.
bathed.
ate.
here-d.

lurve ya !

2005-03-23T04:59:00.000-08:00

a body w/o heart.
a soul w/o mind.
u've turn ard n look.
eyes meet.
hearts join-ed.
pumping heart.
mouth open-ed;nth came out.
wait.
i lurve ya......

AHAHAHAHHAHA!!!idiotic eh lol

2005-03-22T09:38:00.000-08:00

i have decided that i will never see you again.
if you are one that carries fate,
i know that my meeting you is my fate.
no, i was born onto this earth for that purpose.
no matter what you say, i know that you love me from the bottom of ya heart and that you cared about me more than anyone.
therefore, i have sealed away the part of me that thinks of ya deep within myself.
one dae, when my life is gone, that soul will finally be able to be free, become wind, and be with you once more.
that is what i dream.
i pray with all my soul that you may win against fate.

to my eternal dark-san,
rika

2005-03-21T03:32:00.000-08:00

woke up at 630?.
got sch!.
ma de.
sianx.
blah blah blah.
meet miao kai hoon ling.
went sch.
new week.
new bag,new pencil case,new hair,new shoe,new clips.
tat sng!!call wat hairdresser!.
me kana caught sure cry!.
my HAIR!
oh ya.thz jian wei fer helping mi print.=)
had classes.
blah blah blah.
RECESS!.
ate tomyam.
todaes tomyam.
hmm.
not ujp to standard seh.
so bland.like drinking water.=ppbut nice!
bot the heaven & earth green tea.
hmmm.
taste like soap~~.
had lesson again.
growing fatter n fatter!.
bth tat ss lesson.
eyes so heavy!.
wow mdm howe!.
REESPECT!.
LURVE YA!.
copy till my hand numb cant stop.
lunch.
ate again!~.~
mi n kai was toking abt hmmm~
AHAHAHHAHHAHHA
damn hilarious.!
stupid kai!.
went fer chem.
i in class biao bai!!
to suhaimmi??
lolx
his really very cute!.
lolx.
and hoon!!
i declare war from ya!!
love WAR!
ahahhaha.
was toking to june abt the 2 chio bu tat i saw at the fajar 3 on 3 thingy.
=pp.
paisei la!
hmm.
had lifeskill.
blah blah blah.
sch end!!!.
affinity!!!????ahahhahha.nah.
went home.
ate one packet of nartar!
yum yum!
went to yi tou play bball.
muahahaha!!
lurve the board there man!.
it lurve mi too!
blah blah blah.
tiff came.
sat there den realise mine pants torn till cannot torn le.
SO PAISEI!
think sumone saw.
=pp
ahahahahahaha.
went to the lift to change.
hehe.
den a baby came!
so damn aborable lo!
so cute!!!!!wat a cutie!
oki den blah blah blah.
went shoot.
todae score 2 3 pointer wor!!!muahahhaahah!
=pp
den one of the chio bu came.
ahahhahaha.
ermm.junie~~lotssa ppl care fer ya toe eh.
lolx!
den ran home.
reach home eat.
bath-ed
here!...

wasnt meant to be.~___

bball dae..

2005-03-19T02:55:00.000-08:00

woke up at 7?..
so damn tired.
to wake up n see no one ard sux.
blah blah blah.
cycle to zhenghua pri meet junie.
still LATE!
cycle to fajar.
meet celeste at fajar lrrt
the fajar three on three jux started when we reach there.
ermm saw them playing
COOL!.
hmm..
heart break.
wow!junies de nan ren zhen ren bu lou xiang wor.
not bad not bad.
lolx.
blah blah blah.
[[once again promises are broken]
cycle to sch.
was riding celeste.
when near a stairs we fell.
ma de.!
sorry wor.
cant do anything.
so fly out of bike land on the stairs at my knee.
knn.
hurts like shit.
lolx.
chest got impact man.
later flat.
blah blah blah.
reached sch.
dance dance dance.
todaes training-
so tough!.
nice nice!!!.
new comer;a blister on left toe.
lolx!.
todae overal dance not bad wor.
can see the medal le.
=pp.
cycle to senja grand after dance.
this time long pang kai.
worst!!.
cycle till not bad le.
den kai realsie her file thingy drop.
so i stop.
DEN!.
when stop goign to fall le.
she still lie on my hand!!.
like so shuang!.
ahahhahahhax!
den.
blah blah blah.
reach senja grand.
den mam mam.
kai sae junie can join guiness[?] world record.
the most bruises girl!!.
lolx.
den blah blah blah.
went to kai's home pump bike again.
den den den cycle half way mum call mi go home eat rojak.
den gotta go home.
after tat went cycling wib kai.
went fajar.
gr.
6 head.
senja grand.home!.
her;s
watch naruto!.
brot back memories bout to forget.
den tat pig went to slp!.
went home.
bath-ed.
eating.
emptiness.
blah blah blah.....

heh heh heh

2005-03-18T06:42:00.000-08:00

EXCUSES-

a thingy ya gib when ya dun wanna admit ya fault.
a way to console ya self when ya not satisfied wib thou.
something tat no one will like to hear
yet ya de one saying it.
find it dumb eh?
its sumthing i tell ppl to make my self ferget it.
not loving thou is one.

AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAx

crappy daE

2005-03-18T06:28:00.000-08:00

sometimes ppl juz cant show demselves.
thus it is express through lotsa ways.;
actions
signs
poems too!
but never will dey realise tat this is not enuff.
beating ard the bush is juz a waste of time.
fate will pass ya, u'll never noe.
affinity comes n go.
juz a matter ya grab it or___?
do not blame anyone as its u who missed tat chance.
hold it tight.
never regret eh!!!ahahahhaha

JUZ CRAPPING!

one last time--

2005-03-18T06:26:00.000-08:00

i've learnt to be tolerant n easily satisfied.
but promises tat ya made was alwaes kept aside.
u alwaes sae tat u will but u din.
and wat a let dwn it had been.

to this phrase i will toast.
an end to this memories left in mi.
seal it up with a gentle kiss.
ya left mi...

one last time-

2005-03-18T06:05:00.000-08:00

i've learnt to be tolerant n easily satisfied.
but promises tat ya made was alwaes kept aside.
u alwaes sae tat u will but u din.
and wat a let dwn it had been.

to this phrase i will toast.
an end to this memories left in mi.
seal it up with a gentle kiss.
ya left mi...gone[]

hmm..HAHAx!

2005-03-18T03:35:00.000-08:00

hmm.
woke up at 8?.
hahax.
paiseh hoh monkey.
call so many den i wake up.
thz!.
ermm.
bath-ed.
staring at ceiling.
decided not to think bout it todae!.
cycle to zhenghua pri sch.
tat stupid junie late aGAIN!.
hahax.
actually wanna go fajar mam mam.
but i dun feel like seh...
went greenridge eat!!.
chicken rice i think?.
blah blah blah.
cycle to sch.
cycle till back ache like shit.
when library sit sit.
almost forget time.
lolx.
went to chi class.
bored BORED!.
write compo.
bored BORED!
den when draw key wib ching-si.
MY STUPID LEG.
saw a balloon flying ard
ching-si playing wib it.
i fed-up den go step on the balloon.
mei xiang dao.
the balloon belong to the prefect.
ma de.
so damn pai sei.
went to apologise after tat.
dance dance dance.
sa damn tired.
kana my back again.
bruise straight dwn!.
so cool!
saw tat girl kana scold.
ma de.
feel like my fault seh.
sorry wor.
a new comer at my knee cap.
green red colour.
lolx.
blah blah blah.
todae dance went real well!.
everyone give all out.
cloud 11.
blah blah blah.
cycle outta sch.
cylce to gr.
den almost go fajar.
but neh!.
bankit?
meet jingwei?.tat badminton pro!
help us pump bike.
thz!!!
cycle home.
bth my spine.
now i think.
10 degree n 11 degree le.
lolx.
cycle home.
meet mama at plaza.
bot mam mam.
eat le.
bath-ed.
while bathing tot of lotsa thingy.
hehe!!.
never miss out thingy bah?.hehe

613?...wait or not to wait?

silly---

2005-03-17T05:26:00.000-08:00

love QUOTE'---

maybe love-ing and not owning someone will be better.
why are ya the one hu m8 my heart beat fast n slow at the same time.
give up n suffer,tats wat ppl saes.to mi,give up is to escape from torture.
love m8 one's lose its appe[?]tite.

heh heh heh....

give up le

2005-03-17T02:56:00.000-08:00

woke up at 7!?!?!
dun feel like going poa.
den continue slping.
really very tired le.
woke up at 10?.
watch cartoon awhile.
cycle to sch.
meet junie at jelapang lrt.
cycle to sch.
actually wanna cycle pass bus bay go lock bike.
but later go pass there kana CURSE!.
lock at npcc room there.
went fer chi class.
boring..
at b-teok their time slot i more enthu.
lolx.
mi n june keep sweating.
smelt like soya bean again.
=pp.
chi lesson ended.
went out class saw b-teok n edwin.
had the urge to go back in the class.
lolx.
june n mi miss miao!!!
went greenridge.
ate pizza!!.
so damn full.
den bot the stupid candy which is SUPER STICKY!.
went 6 head sit sit.
no one there.
sianx.
went back sch.
library was so shiok!
dunno wanna gib up not.
hahax!
den got a math class.
blah blah blah.
i so attentive in class lo!
so guai so guai!!!!.
lolx.
after a math cycle home wib hoon n kai.
ermm.
blah blah blah.
hoon went home.
blah blah blah.
kai actually wanna buy calculator but his dad break promise!.
lolx.
its oki.
sae my face was pale?
nah.
its FAIR!.
LOL.
cycle home..
da bian-ed.
bath-ed.
from todae on dun wanna write poem le.
sian of it.
lolx.
did 3 qns of my paper 2!!
=pp.
go eat le!!!..

OFFICIAL LA!give up......

scar--ed

2005-03-16T03:45:00.000-08:00

scar all over mi.

inside n out. maybe its born to be like tat.
top till the end. is there anyway back.

to be or to run.
end it now or wait n see.
wat if there's juz empty promises.
do u feel the same way too how will this end?.i'll never noe.
is it meant to be.
is this worth it.
it is a big factor of my lifes' i wan the ans quick.

shld i or shld i not run.
dun wanna face this anymore. tired.
reached a limit. clueless wasting my time?
but i really wan.
maybe its not worth it. remain +ve?. yea bah.

hmm.

2005-03-16T01:48:00.000-08:00

went to meet kai.
tat late queen.
kowtow man.
lolx.
cycle to greenridge.
finally she came out a gd idea.
hehe.
bot food.
went sch.
dance.phy lesson.no A MATH!chi.
staying in dance studio wib ching-si.
one malay gurl broke the mirror.
im so dead.
ching-si n mi den cycle to greenridge mam mam.
SPICY!.
den she bot a 20 cents sweet which is like supper sticky.
i wanna buy too but only have 15cents.
ma de.
pathetic seh.
cycled back to sch.
went library sit sit.
chat chat.
den at 2.17 went chi class.
hoonie was feeling so hot eh?.
cuz mi there?
tao yanz!.
kai!!!!-mi not there becuz of ya!!!!
tat stupid hoonie keep distracting mi when mi trying to memorise n say out the thingy..!!!.
lolx.
keep raising hand but tat cher dun call mi.
first time chi class so enthu LEH!
outta sch
racing wib hoon n miao.
see kai n mi will faster not.
they took lrt we cycle!!.
we took abt 3-4 mins i think.
MUAHAHHAHA!!.
fast eh.
lolx.
leg was so dirty.
long time no see miao's face le.
cycle back alone from miao n kai's block.
up slope!
so tiring!
reach home.
went ta bath.
den saw me leg why suddenly got like6 blue black?
which doesnt hurt at ALL!
and my back got one stretch of bruise on my spine.
doesnt hurt too loh.
creepy!
butt also got one.
AHAHHAHHAx
from all the cycling.
lolx.
tat one hurts.lol
bath hao le now here blogging.
thank you hoonie!!help mi send foto.
hehex.

m-2-m

2005-03-15T02:11:00.000-08:00

dun sae u love mi.
u dun even know mi.
if u really wan mi.
den give sometime.

dun go there baby.
not before im ready.

dun sae ya hearts in a hurry.
its not like we'll gonna get marry.
give mi,give mi sumtime.

asdf ;lkj

2005-03-15T00:15:00.000-08:00

woke up at 7 at the wrong side of bed.
xin qing aint tat gd.
cycle to meet june at cc.
stupid idiot ger.
late again.
bot food.
meet jac.
cycle to sch.
damn those slopes.
had dance.
kana a stupid blister.
now all the skin cum of!![freaking pain!]]
so tiring.
went fer chi class.
so stinko lo mi!!.
poke my finger wib the compasses?.
finally the blood cum out.
shuang gan!.
amazed by darren.
give out lotsa heat man.
somemore tok vibration very big.
lolx.
really so wushu eh.
cycle to fajar.
ate at mac.
was chatting wib june.
how i wish can wor....
but thou will never noe.
dun dare to think too much!!.
cycle to pending cc again.
go seperate ways wib june.
was betting see can reach home in 2 mins.
yeah hey!
can wor can wor.!
home-d.
bath-ed.
xin qing gui gui de.
thinking too much.
lolx
stomach like got alot of butterflies.
home alone.
??

thinking---

fer ling-

2005-03-14T08:07:00.000-08:00

this poem write fer ya de..but it ISNT TRUE HOH!!!

my life is full of darkness.
anguish of body and mind.
the infliction of intense pain.
yet no one was there to be mine.

everywhere i turn.
nothing could be seen.
drained.
deserted.
emptiness.

-sadistic-

2005-03-14T04:54:00.000-08:00

in a distance ya alwaes were.
the charisma ya hold had been lur-ing mi
the love fer ya wasnt infatuation.
wat was fer mi to do was to be waiting with patience.

soon we were friends.
showing anxiety fer thou.
we promise tat we will wait fer time.
fer time tat we'll merge to one.

but promise as ppl had said
was meant to be broken.
ya found a better one.
the one ya wanna be with perpetuity-ly.

heart rip into two by ya bare hands.
thrown aside.
never to be seen..

-some/one who appreciate-

2005-03-14T04:05:00.000-08:00

every night i pray.
with no clue any one could hear.
we were one so extensiv-ly.
before we knew we would.
now we are not afraid.
as lord had bless our love all ways.
we will cherish our true love.
and never walk away...

but somehow i did not pocessesed.
the quality tat ya always love.
ya said tat im vehement.
watever it meant u break it into pieces.

i tried to change.
but i realise u did not care.
looking deep into ya eyes.
i wasnt there.

late at night when no one's ard.
i lie dwn n pray.
pray tat u'll leave me somedae....

wonderful dae--

2005-03-14T03:43:00.000-08:00

out of hse
meet june under my block.
cycle to plaza.
waited fer mark.
borrowed his bike.
ride to greenridge.
bot food.
tiring.
so many slopes!UP!.
to sch.
was late.
boring lesson.
was suppose to write compo.
i copied the qns ask first para.
left the content empty.
and wrote the last para[2 sentence]
so bored!.
out of sch.
went cycling with june.
cycle to fajar.
plaza.
petir.
fajar.
near bangkit.
petir.
at a fish ball noodle at 103.
went cycling.
petir.
fajar?.
petir.
went home.

bath-ed.
cycle to kai hse.
meet her n hoon.
cycle to meet ling.
pla bball at 6 head.
ball teared? my finger.
seperating it from my nail.
now black.
lolx!.
shooting the ball.
went senjar grand.
ling go see doc[t8 care ger]].
ate nartar.
da bao meegoreng home.
rushing home.
a aunty scold mi fer not ringing the bike bell.
HELLO!
i said excues le lo!!!
some more so many times.
nbm!.
it oki.
no point angry.
haha!.
flew home.
bath..
now here shuang shuang!.

-lingering-

2005-03-13T03:52:00.000-08:00

me.
hiding in a corner tat u'll never see.
not even noticing my existence,
you turn ur back at mi.

counting to ten.
never once u've turn back,
juz to take a glance at me.

everynight u visit mi,
apperaing in all my dreams.
trying to forget but u linger on.
images of ya were never gone.

so as i sleep u will disappear.
eyes shut tight,
hoping u were never here.

study dae

2005-03-13T03:46:00.000-08:00

when plaza to eat.
meet kai n ling.
meet miao.

at ch hse.
finish my paper 1!!.
was doing math.
fergot abt chi.
learnt 2 pages of cheng yu.
not bad le la.
after tat.
play mahjong!.
was winning first few rounds continiously[?].
den lost.
lolx.

walk home alone.
bot dinner.
ate it.
now here.

ai ni bu zi you liang san tian.

blinded-

2005-03-12T07:19:00.000-08:00

i thought i was over him.
but i was wrong.
i did'nt meant to do it.
i went over-board.

the love fer him grew stronger each dae.
but the figure of him is fading away.
not wanting to see me.
he left in dismay.
leaving mi.
with all the pain.

heart crashed.
left with nothing to sae.
u've rotted my heart.
yet i love u in everyway.

-dream-

2005-03-12T04:20:00.000-08:00

once we meet.
but never i knew.
smth deep lies within you.

the smile on ya face.
brightens my day.
but never you realise i was one step away.

in a distance tat you've been.
a charm so strong could be seen.
the wind from you was always sweet.
this had always make me scream.

the arge to walk to you.
overwhelmed me.
but still i control.
juz to see.

will you or will not come to mi.
sae those few words i long to be.
sadly.
no was the words coming out from this.
not even bother how would i feel.
you left mi.

over the years.
foolish me.
always praying.
tat this tale would be reality.
but reality hab been cruel to me.
left me in a corner.
juz to dream.

tiring--------

2005-03-12T04:14:00.000-08:00

in sch.

dance-d.
mr osman a torture.

after dance.
took ching-si dads car home.
had breakfast?lunch? wib dem.
when mac to study wib kai hoon n ling.
manage to do 12!!!math qns!!!
lolx.
borrow bike from wee lee n yong again.
paisei wor.
played awhile in the rain.
fun-ned.
but go home in a rush.

home-d.
taking care of ophelia.
step on my back.
ma de.
felt like mr danny.
nth much happen eh.

hope ya were near.

d.n angel

2005-03-11T03:46:00.000-08:00

the agony.
not able to see him again.
heart's contracting.
feeling the pain.

affinity had brot dem together again.
fate-d to meet.
lose in the maze.
try to hide.
but it will seek.
this is not a game tat ya can win.

only bravery can resolve this.
juz say out de puzzle.
dat she's gonna meet.
seal her heart.
wib ya words.
only ya the one who can finish this game.

tir-ing but wor/th it eh

2005-03-11T02:21:00.000-08:00

sports dae.

performed.

specs keep dropping.wats miao doing.

lolx.

sunny dae.

shuangs!.

sun tan alittle.

mr sng really fall.

wat mouth i have.

going to go take attendance.

pushed by tat stupid junie.

ma de.

butts burning.

HERON WON.

at lot 1.

vinegar[?]kana my scar]

ate fish soup bee hoon.

nice nice.

fish alittle bit too yellow.

waitning fer dem.

shit cuming out.

on the way.

took 67.

ez link no money.

ma de.

standing in bus.

cant slp!.

finally got sit le, a man came beside me.

raise up his hand.

stinKO!.

mi-sicked.

gave up my seat.

reached.

ccab?.

wat a long way to walk.

vball practising.

watched.

miao hit by vball.

the yellow shirt guy din sae a sorry.

lolx.

she-pissed.

match starts.

cool game.

all the way me body like cramp.

ahahahaz.

after match.

sat at the railing.

water sprinkles activated.

drenched by it.

hab no time to react.

hab to change.

saw tat purple shirt guy out on eye-liner.

so pretty.

lolx.

look jap.

walking out of ccab?.

saw the coolest car.

nice nice nice!.

all aboard.

all alighted.

din got on the 190 bus.

no money le.

left w/o a bye.

lolx.

on 700 wib miao.

had conversation.

studies?.

drench again.

home-d.

bath-ed.

here.

cant hide from affinity.-brav-ed-

da3 of tru/th- [[affinity cums--cant run from it]

2005-03-10T03:00:00.000-08:00

in sch..

were "doing" poa during free lesson.

at tom yam.

finally one tomyam without chilli oil.

lolx.

heavy flow.

poa lesson/mouth oopen wide/tongue rolling dwn/eyes crossed.

3 periods of e maths-lai de kui/chi de ye kui.

bookshop aunty.

oh my gosh.

bth.

hilarious mr wee.

a math trying to get the hang of it.

after sch..

trying to have a peaceful moment sitting outside off class wib june be4 poa re-test.

BUT no.

kana scolding.

HELLO.

i did tell her im not going to dance.

its becuz of sch matter.

i did my part.

tried to attend.

but.

juz one stinking u had made mi get into tis prob.

can ya not act as if ya ms zan.

she is much better.

almost cried out.

but im not tat pathetic anymORE.

if ya like it.

i can step dwn rite now!.

a piece of my mind.

chew it.

outta sch..

taking lrt wib kai.

realise tat.

true frens dun speak behind each other backs.

sae it to the face.

agreed by mi n kai.

something intelligent cuming out from us.

lolx.

a/ffinity cums..grab it

worth waiting fer

2005-03-09T05:49:00.000-08:00

long time no here le...

theres no hurry.
willing to wait.
true feelings.
no matter how long it is.
determine.
really hope so.

hunger fer-

weird--wed

2005-03-09T03:44:00.000-08:00

hmm...

kai's words had been flashing in my head..[[yap..i've change]\\
im sorry.
its hard fer mi to try being myself now.
i'll be soon.
wats happening under the shell has really affected my mood in sch.
the ones im being truthful to is only kai miao n junie bah.
it made mi their shadows.
i think im not able to trust ppl.
the ones i really really trust is dem bah.
dunno why.
if ya think i've change.
im sorry.
really dunno how to be myself now.
n thz kai.

in sch..
turn ard within 10sec..[[cloud nine]
shldnt hab turn to look again.
wat i heard had brighten up my dae.

out of sch..
walk home wib kai.
true frens are truthful to one another.
kai did it.
told mi wat she noticed.
i agreed wib her.
but wats happened in my hse this 3 daes.
are horrible.

hope..
things will turn out fine.
happy-go-lucky mi.
get out of the shadows.

WARNING!!
NICO HUANG KAI LI!!
dun be so happy hoh!!lol
but...
THZ U STUPID LAZY SLPY PIG!